Put simply, I got bored so I decided I wanted to do a thing. Doing a thing instead of dwelling on the personal things that are beyond my control, sounds like the healthier option when I say it out loud and don't read too far into the things I've chosen to do instead.

I've decided to do things I personally find mentally, physically, intellectually and socially stimulating and invite others to witness all the things I enjoy and reward active engagement and creative input from viewers. Top contributors can have the opportunity to help me decide on tattoo designs, piercing locations, live streams of related appointments, or personal items of mine, like a lock of my hair, my favorite panties or sexiest stockings. Viewer controlled toys are in the plans for the future once the budget allows for it. Come chill and chat while I chore out with my cheeks out. Or practice along while I or we explain and demonstrate various levels of bondage knots or do toy and equipment reviews. Think you got what it takes to press all my buttons just right and make me squirt before the challenge timer goes off.
Wanna get extra personal and thorough with you cock ratings? We can always clone it in silicone so we can get some consistently physical metrics of evaluation happening for once